skylarr pedersenn.

still learning things on tumblr. dont judge, or hate

Apr 25

Just a snuggle..

I want to snuggle with you. I’d like to lie on you and put my head on your shoulder and breathe in the same rhythm that you’re breathing. I want to use one of my hands to rub your head, down to your neck, then to your arm, and then hold your hand. I’d like to rest my other hand on your hipbone, which is my favorite part of your body because it’s a straight and bony hip, nothing like my curvy, soft one.

I’d like to stay there long enough so that our awkwardness goes away. I’d like to feel you give into the moment. Don’t ask yourself if this is too intimate. Don’t worry about sending me signals that you like me too much. Don’t think about what will happen with us tomorrow. Stop wondering if your team is winning and how much longer it will be until I get off of you so you can turn the game on.

Make a joke after a few moments of peace, one of those jokes that isn’t funny because of its sharp wit, but funny because it’s a comment on our current state, designed to make both of us ease further into the bubble of each other that we’re currently floating in. You could say something about how I’m as pale as the sheets, or how your pet is staring at us from the corner, or how the lady upstairs is walking like an elephant. And we’ll laugh together. Not the laugh that we shared in the bar with our friends. Not the laugh that comes when you watch an episode of Flight Of The Conchords. Not the laugh that you force when your boss says something mean. This will be the laugh that you saved just for me, the one that’s vulnerable and soft and sweet, because that’s how you’re feeling towards me right now. You won’t think about what I said last week that made you angry. You won’t feel guilty for that thing you did that I would be upset about if I knew. You won’t plan what you’re having for dinner tonight. You will soak the right now of this up. Our moment. I’d like you to play with my hair. Don’t pat my head with a flat hand, put your fingers under my hair, on my scalp, and then run them through my hair like it’s a waterfall. Wrap both of your arms around me and give me a long, tight squeeze, the kind where in the last second, I need to inhale but I can’t. Then I’d like you to close your eyes, so I can prop myself over your face and study your features freely without you looking back at me. I want to kiss your jaw line, fondle your earlobes, sweep my cheek against yours. I want to stroke the slope of your nose and your eyelids and admire your eyelashes.

I’d like you to run your thumb over my lips. Cup my face with both of your hands. And I want you to kiss me. This will be a kiss that liquefies from light to deep and then back to light; a seemingly endless kiss that doesn’t lead to anything else. It doesn’t need to. We’ll share it simply to feel the warmth that it brings on its own. Then I want you to roll me over. Lie on top of me and hold our arms over our heads so that I can feel all of your weight, strong and heavy and masculine.

I want you to start at the beginning and do it again.

 


Jan 18
parents spend the first year of our lives teaching us that food can be a train, or an airplane; THEN, they tell us not to play with our food. 
Redonkulous.

parents spend the first year of our lives teaching us that food can be a train, or an airplane; 

THEN, they tell us not to play with our food. 

Redonkulous.


Nov 20
life..

life..


Nov 16

imperfect.

My body isn’t perfect, I don’t walk with confidence. I get into fights with my parents and friends. Sometimes nights I’d rather be by myself then out partying. I cry over the smallest thing sometimes. There are days where I get through with fake smiles and fake laughs. Sometimes I try to convince myself that things are okay when they’re not. I’m not ugly but I’m not beautiful. I do not look as good in real life as I do in pictures. There are some nights where I cry myself to sleep. I constantly think I’m not good enough. I’m imperfect, but I’m perfectly me


Nov 10

Harry Potter Hotness chart

Harry Potter Hotness chart


FUCK YOU SCHOOL

arielgaspar:

FUCK YOU WILLIAMS FOR GIVING ME A 30 MINUTE DETENTION FOR WANTING A SMOKE WHEN CLASS IS FUCKING DONE GO FUCK YOURSELF EAT MY SHIT AHHHHHHHHHHHH

i love you Ariel <3 


Nov 4

Nov 1

her, and me.

you love me, you love her. 

i’m understanding, but she’s always there.

you are my life, she’s a big part of yours. 

i’m here, she’s always available.

please, just notice me.


Oct 24

Never Chase.

"Never chase them. Quickly replace them. Mistakes? Nah, I don’t retrace them, I just move on and quickly erase them"


Oct 19

Oct 17

A picture began circulating in November. It should be &#8220;The Picture of the Year,&#8221; or perhaps, &#8220;Picture of the Decade.&#8221; It won&#8217;t be. In fact, unless you obtained a copy of the U.S. paper which published it, you probably would never have seen it.The picture is that of a 21-week-old unborn baby named Samuel Alexander Armas, who is being operated on by surgeon named Joseph Bruner. The baby was diagnosed with spina bifida and would not survive if removed from his mother&#8217;s womb. Little Samuel&#8217;s mother, Julie Armas, is an obstetrics nurse in Atlanta. She knew of Dr. Bruner&#8217;s remarkable surgical procedure. Practicing at Vanderbilt University Medical Center in Nashville, he performs these special operations while the baby is still in the womb.During the procedure, the doctor removes the uterus via C-section and makes a small incision to operate on the baby. As Dr. Bruner completed the surgery on Samuel, the little guy reached his tiny, but fully developed hand through the incision and firmly grasped the surgeon&#8217;s finger. Dr. Bruner was reported as saying that when his finger was grasped, it was the most emotional moment of his life, and that for an instant during the procedure he was just frozen, totally immobile.The photograph captures this amazing event with perfect clarity. The editors titled the picture, &#8220;Hand of Hope.&#8221; The text explaining the picture begins, &#8220;The tiny hand of 21-week-old fetus Samuel Alexander Armas emerges from the mother&#8217;s uterus to grasp the finger of Dr. Joseph Bruner as if thanking the doctor for the gift of life.&#8221;Little Samuel&#8217;s mother said they &#8220;wept for days&#8221; when they saw the picture. She said, &#8220;The photo reminds us pregnancy isn&#8217;t about disability or an illness, it&#8217;s about a little person&#8221; Samuel was born in perfect health, the operation 100 percent successful. Now see the actual picture, and it is awesome&#8230;incredible&#8230;.and hey, pass it on! The world needs to see this one!

A picture began circulating in November. It should be “The Picture of the Year,” or perhaps, “Picture of the Decade.” It won’t be. In fact, unless you obtained a copy of the U.S. paper which published it, you probably would never have seen it.

The picture is that of a 21-week-old unborn baby named Samuel Alexander Armas, who is being operated on by surgeon named Joseph Bruner. The baby was diagnosed with spina bifida and would not survive if removed from his mother’s womb. Little Samuel’s mother, Julie Armas, is an obstetrics nurse in Atlanta. She knew of Dr. Bruner’s remarkable surgical procedure. Practicing at Vanderbilt University Medical Center in Nashville, he performs these special operations while the baby is still in the womb.

During the procedure, the doctor removes the uterus via C-section and makes a small incision to operate on the baby. As Dr. Bruner completed the surgery on Samuel, the little guy reached his tiny, but fully developed hand through the incision and firmly grasped the surgeon’s finger. Dr. Bruner was reported as saying that when his finger was grasped, it was the most emotional moment of his life, and that for an instant during the procedure he was just frozen, totally immobile.

The photograph captures this amazing event with perfect clarity. The editors titled the picture, “Hand of Hope.” The text explaining the picture begins, “The tiny hand of 21-week-old fetus Samuel Alexander Armas emerges from the mother’s uterus to grasp the finger of Dr. Joseph Bruner as if thanking the doctor for the gift of life.”

Little Samuel’s mother said they “wept for days” when they saw the picture. She said, “The photo reminds us pregnancy isn’t about disability or an illness, it’s about a little person” Samuel was born in perfect health, the operation 100 percent successful. Now see the actual picture, and it is awesome…incredible….and hey, pass it on! The world needs to see this one!


Oct 13
lolololololol &lt;3

lolololololol <3


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